It's taken me quiet some time to figure out exactly what I wanted to write. The hardest thing I ever wrote was the obituary for daddy two weeks ago. Since he passed away emails from all over the world have been sent to me. I always new that daddy had friends everywhere and touched so many lives but I did not realize just how many until this happened to our family. We've received countless emails from Canada, France, Italy, Chile, Argentina, Spain, Tiawan, Sweden, Germany, Belguim, Ireland, and around the US. So many people considered him more than a friend but family. I've read that he was the first American someone ever met, someone loved his American accent, that he was a hero in their lives, and an American cowboy. One man from Ireland wrote to tell me that his children growing up first thought that daddy was Mr. Rogers from Mr. Rogers Neighborhood. I've always known my daddy was a great man. He always wanted the best for his family as well as his friends. Daddy loved life to it's fullest and never let anything get to him. I did not know just how much he was truly loved until his passing.
I am so thankful to have had him in my life and that he watched me grow into the woman I am now. I am thankful that he was able to share my special day with me when Brett and I got married. I will forever remember the look on his face when he first saw me in my dress and the way his kissed my check as tears rolled down his face. I know that he will forever be looking down on us and smiling as we continue to live. He'll be watching and guiding us as Brett and I build a family of our own.
He is our hero, our American cowboy, our father, our husband, our best friend. He's my daddy and always will be.
It still seems all so unreal to me that he is gone. It doesn't seem possible to not have him with us anymore because we were all such a big part of each other's daily lives. I keep asking myself if this is all real. I know that he is in a special place and will continue in our hearts. I love you daddy.
I would like to thank everyone who has supported us through this very difficult time in our lives. Everything has meant so much to us all.


Wonderfully written, Kellie!!
ReplyDeleteKellie, I know that this post was hard for you as well!!! He must have been a very special person because he raised one great daughter!!! You and your family are constantly in our thoughts and prayers as you move on. If there is anything that you need, please let me know!!!
ReplyDeleteKellie, this was beautiful. Even after 2 years, it doesn't seem real. You are so blessed to have had him as your daddy! I love remembering the good times with Daddy, and I know you will too. They always bring a smile. One day at a time.... :) If you need me, I am here!
ReplyDeleteOh my gosh, I am squalling!!!!! The tears are pouring and I am having to look at the computer screen the best I can!!
ReplyDeleteI went to school with your daddy and yes, he was fun to be around and a great friend to all of us who were honored to be one. I was honored.
I dreaded this post. I knew it was going to be hard for you but I assure you that with each passing day your pain will diminish. BUT - God is GOOD - he allows us to keep our memories. AND KNOW your daddy is watching you from above. He is now your angel - isn't that great???
I can't tell you I know your pain, I still have my parents but Kellie I know how it is to lose someone you love with your every fiber.
Give your mama lots and lots of love. She lost the third most precious thing in her life!! She needs you now more than ever.
I am soooooooo sorry your having to endure this now. You and your family have been and will continue to be lifted up in my every prayer.
Thank you all! Your support means the world!!
ReplyDeleteKellie, I continue to think about you and your family! That was a great post and well said!!!
ReplyDeleteIts hard to believe that its real for all of us that knew him. We will be praying for you all as you begin to create a new "normal". Tell Brian and Ms. Faye that we love them lots and will see them soon.
ReplyDeleteBTW, the photos really reflect his love of life!
Great post, Kellie. I know how hard it must have been for you, but know we're all here for you and yours and continue to pray that each day gets just a little easier.
ReplyDeleteCrazy me read this at school, during the faculty meeting no less. One day at the time...
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